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have you ever wanted something or someone so bad that you'd do anything? well i did and i wou;d do anything i just know it . . . everything was like going and so it was going like whatever . . . because he is in the military . . . then he came home and he said that he didn't really care about me . . . then he took that back and decided he let me go because he is giong to iraq in feb. are so and he didn't want me to wait . . .
hmm what's a girl to do . . . ?
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my mySPACE has pictures of me . . . check 'em out . . . just search inubba@yahoo.com
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| my baby's graduation |
[02 Dec 2004|10:35pm] |
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dear all of those that take the time to read my journal,
well today was my boyfriends graduation. Now don't think i'm a cradle-snatcher or anything, he graduated from BCT (basic combat training). Right now at this very moment i'm so happy and full of joy. When i saw his eyes widen when he saw us made me all warm inside. yesterday we got to have a dinner with im at his banquet and then today was his actual graduation. It was nice. i can so tell the difference in him. Like the way he's all confident now and the way he holds his head up all high because he's so proud. Today i held my head up high just knowing that i was a part of the process that kept him so motivated. For 10 weeks i wrote him a letter everyday and i would send them every other day two at a time. well as soon as he gets back for christmas i'll try to post some pictures because i don't really know how to right now.
love always,
inubba (inez)
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[01 Dec 2004|11:11pm] |
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dear david,
I'm so proud of you!
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love always,
inubba
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| when their wishes come true. |
[17 Nov 2004|05:09pm] |
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Today i watched peoples' lives come to an unhappy ending and i watched the laughter in their eyes turn to fear, and their lives flashed in front of them i watched 'em shatter into lifeless little pieces of nothing that they've wanted to become. ehh whatever . . . . . . . . .
i'm going to see my david in like 13 days !!!
love, inez
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| I Don't Want To Miss a Thing . . . i really don't |
[20 Sep 2004|12:32am] |
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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we’re together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
I don’t want to miss one smile
I don’t want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
I don’t want to miss a thing
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[19 Sep 2004|10:55pm] |
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these tears that will not stop billowing from my eyes,
force me to see the truth.
i can't change what i already have coming
hit me with the damage.
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| your turn |
[19 Sep 2004|10:07pm] |
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Seven things in your room:
1)glitter lamp
2)trash
3)shoes
4)pillows
5)LOVE
6)three cats
7)spiders
Seven things to do before death:
1)bone
2)be appriciated
3)apprciate those around that deserve it
4)bring new life to the world
5)make a positive inpact on someones life
6)get married
7)have a bomb ass 3sum
Seven things that attract you to the opposite :
1)smile
2)chilvery(manners)
3)sense of humor
4)some common interests
5)hieght
6)smart ass (but knows when to tone it down)
7)someone who likes me for ME!!!!!!
Top seven movies:
1) Drop Dead Fred
2) Howard The Duck
3) GREASE
4) Book Of Love
5) Old School
6) The Little Mermaid
7) Harry Poter :and The Chamber Of Sercrets
Top EIGHT things you say most:
1) MANN
2) yo'
3) O WHAT
4) TOtallY
5) Whatever
6) i miss you
7) i freegin' hate you sometimes
8) i love you
Seven facts about you:
1) i'm very opinated
2) loud
3) i know what i want and when i want it.
4) i love myself . . . now
5) i love cats
6) i like to praised for doing a good job
7) i have a passion to write
Seven things that make you sad:
1) my boyfriend going to the ARMY :o(
2) my best friend gettin hurt
3) me getting hurt
4) any body i care about getting hurt!!!!
5) watching an person or animal getting harmed
6) hungry children in south east asia
7) seeing my daddy in sooooo much pain
DO YOU:
Smoke?: nope
Read the newspaper?: when i need to find out whts playing and where!
Pray?: for my boyfriends safety when he goes away
Been in love?: i'm . . . not so . . . sure
Gone skinny dipping?: by myself
Had a medical emergency?: yea. and it sucked fat balls
Had surgery?: i had my galbladder removed
Ran away from home?: i tried but i had no where to run to!
Played strip poker?: not yet
Gotten beaten up?: not yet
Beaten someone up?: in kindergarden
Been on stage?: yea
Slept outdoors?: no
Pulled an all nighter?: yea
If yes, what is your record?: 48 hours
Made out with a stranger?: yea
Been on radio/tv?: nope
Been in a mosh-pit?: at hootenanny!!!
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yea
Pepsi or coke?: coke
Chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla
Internet or phone?: niether . . . face to face
Suicidal?: nope
Stubborn?: occasionally
Open-minded?: totally
Arrogant?: i hope not
Patient?: VERRRRY
Hyper?: sometimes
Nice?: not really . . . once you get to know me
Happy?: now
Shave your head for $1000?: maybe
Like candles?: honey dew smelly ones!!!
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| a last |
[17 Jun 2004|06:11pm] |
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i think i'm doing the right thing . . . or at least i hope i am. David please don't let me down because i'd never let you down EVER.
love you always, inez
ma ma
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| today |
[31 May 2004|09:33am] |
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| hootenanny line up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[19 May 2004|11:08am] |
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MAIN STAGE A
Reverend Horton Heat 5:00 - 6:00
Horrorpops 4:00 - 4:30
Big Sandy 3:00 - 3:30
Jesse Dayton 2:00 - 2:30
Russell Scott 1:00 - 1:30
Hellbound Hayride 12:00-12:30
MAIN STAGE B
The Cramps 6:00 - 7:00
Supersuckers 4:30 - 5:00
The Blasters 3:30 - 4:00
James Intveld 2:30 - 3:00
Hot Rod Lincoln 1:30 - 2:00
Calavera 12:30-1:00
Hillbilly Soul Surfers 11:30-12:00
SIDE STAGE
Drag Strip Demons 7:00 - 7:30
Hellbillys 6:00 - 6:30
The Millionaires 5:00 - 5:30
Kingbees 4:00 - 4:30
3 Bad Jackas 3:00 - 3:30
Ricky Warick 2:00 - 2:30
Deke Dickerson 1:00 - 1:30
Gypsy Trash 12:00-12:30
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| 5-11-04 1:12 p.m. |
[12 May 2004|10:59am] |
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the heavens above soared down to bask in the prence of my dearest cat,
they came in such a rush i hadn't time to say goodbye !
but successfully they rescured him from the pain he had inside of him,
but unfortunetly the bestowed upon me an unremoveale feeling of broken ness,
it just feels as though a piece of my heart has gone right alonge side him,
but i dont want my BEAR DOGG to go away he was the one and only soul thing that kept me going in this world !
i guess it's for the best i can only imagin that god needed for something far more important !
my dearest Bear Dogg Please know i miss you and i'll always love you !
You'll never what emptyness feels like until you lose the one thing in your life that makes you smile everyday !
and for me it was my kitty !
love,
inez dorren di bella
damn man now mine eyes are filled the sorrow that was there but a moment ago and now for me to ride them like an uncontrolable mission will be difficult for sure but my hearts sorrows will keep me from hurting ever again !
for this i shall get yet another tattoo !
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